April 23, 2006

A conversation...

Query: I'm feeling a bit inadequate just now, will you please talk to me?

This is what every good therapist will go through, it will stop some, but many keep going through to the other side of these limitations and issues, as will you. We watch you and are excited about your work. We will not always allow you to sit in this feeling, but for now, you must explore the limits of it and all the ways that its can bring you or others to a complete halt. However, you cannot do this for long, you are our star pupil at the moment. You feel a dedication to the work like few others. You believe in yourself when you are working, there are no doubts then, we know.

You must decide how you order your life, yes, but you have time. Remember, the idea of Triune (body, mind, spirit) balance? We gave that to you and you received the energy of it on all levels. So... there are a lot of habits you have that limit your care of yourself. Care for Self is imperative for you to be strong enough to care for others. And also so you can follow through on your work as it is now laid out before you. You know what to do and how to do it, yet you will resist, why? You cannot just float through your days following your inner child's whims and wishes. Yet you continue to feel as if loving and caring for your body and spirit is something imposed upon you by someone outside yourself.

Take responsibility for your health on all levels and then you will be able to guide others in their own self-care. You help them now, but when you break through this resistance, you will be able to do so much more than you ever imagined.

Take care and always and know that we will help you all we can, but you have to do the bulk of it yourself, for your Self. Namaste.